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APRIL 29, 2010

Gracious Uncertainty . . . it has not yet been revealed what we shall be . . . —1 John 3:2 “Our natural inclination is to be so precise—trying always to forecast accurately what will happen next—that we look upon uncertainty as a bad thing. We think that we must reach some predetermined goal, but that is not the nature of the spiritual life. ... We are uncertain of the next step, but we are certain of God. ...Leave everything to Him and it will be gloriously and graciously uncertain how He will come in—but you can be certain that He will come. Remain faithful to Him.” April 29, My Utmost for His Highest. Tuesday I was very disappointed to find out that Kathie’s throat surgery, a surgery I have been interested in since February 16, 2008 when I first began “capping” her trach, will be postponed until later in May. A postponement may not sound like that big a deal but I have been waiting to complete this task for over two years. Emotionally, news like this “takes the wind out of my sails....

APRIL 19, 2010

Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. (Exodus 14:13) Friday Kathie and I enjoyed our trip to Sea World, I believe the sights and sounds are good for her to experience and because I took the day off work, I enjoyed spending most of the day with her. Saturday, I received a “Denial Notice” from her insurance company for a wheelchair, which is actually good news because I have another fund we can use to purchase the chair in a shorter timeframe. I cringed in September when the insurance company said they would pay for the evaluation of her wheelchair, I knew they wouldn’t pay for it but I had to follow the rules set by her medical care trust and wait for the insurance company to make a decision. Now seven months later, I can order the chair and complete this medical task and Kathie will receive the chair that has been designed and molded for her. The color will be Emerald Green, her favorite color. We have completed the pre-surgery requirement set by K...

APRIL 19, 2010

Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. (Exodus 14:13). Friday Kathie and I enjoyed our trip to Sea World, I believe the sights and sounds are good for her to experience and I because I took the day off work, I enjoyed spending most of the day with her. Saturday, I received a “Denial Notice” from her insurance company for a wheelchair, which is actually good news because I have another fund we can use to purchase the chair in a shorter timeframe. I cringed in September when the insurance company said they would pay for the evaluation of her wheelchair, I knew they wouldn’t pay for it but I had to follow the rules set by her medical care trust and wait for the insurance company to make a decision. Now seven months later, I can order the chair and complete this medical task and Kathie will receive the chair that has been designed and molded for her. The color will be Emerald Green, green like her eyes and her favorite color. We have completed the pre-s...

APRIL 14, 2010

Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me… Matthew 11:29 Inner Invincibility from My Utmost for His Highest, April 14: “... How petty our complaining is! Our Lord begins to bring us to the point where we can have fellowship with Him, only to hear us moan and groan, saying, “Oh Lord, just let me be like other people!” Jesus is asking us to get beside Him and take one end of the yoke, so that we can pull together. That’s why Jesus says to us, “My yoke is easy and My burden is light” (Matthew 11:30)...” I forgot to mention in a previous post that on March 25, Kathie and I, along with her care facility residents, visited PetCo Park, Home of the Padres Baseball Team. We rolled around the entire park and learned the inner workings of the building and the preparations for Opening Day. I have learned so much participating with Kathie on these “field trips.” I have learned how to push a wheelchair through crosswalks, around obstacles and over bumpy roads. Although the staff is with us, I am in ch...

April 6, 2010

The week after our Ski Trip, our friend who worked as the Girl's summer nanny came to visit. So good to see Linsey and her son Vinny. They all went to Sea World and relived Summer 2006 enjoying the shows and laughing like sisters. The last weekend in March, the Girls and I headed to Tijuana to work on another house building team. This was Maddie's 6th trip and Hannah's 3rd, both of them pounded nails to build walls, Maddie worked on finished up the roofing and helped stucco the building, Hannah always works at twice her size. Volunteer numbers are down but at least 1000 people were in the main camp by Monday evening from all over the US. Easter Dinner was at our house and it is fun to hear Adult children, Katie and Andy, telling stories about when they were in high school to growing up in our home. I am not sure if Andy had more fun hiding the eggs or Maddie, Hannah and Audrey searching. "The Cross of Christ is the revealed truth of God's judgment on sin. Never ass...