February 27, 2014

From today's Jesus Calling titled "Keep Your Eyes On Me!"
Keep your eyes on Me! Waves of adversity are washing over you, and you feel tempted to give up. As your circumstances consume more and more of your attention, you are losing sight of Me. Yet I am with you always, holding you by your right hand.I am fully aware of your situation, and I will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able to bear.
 Your gravest danger is worrying about tomorrow. If you try to carry tomorrow’s burdens today, you will stagger under the load and eventually fall flat. You must discipline yourself to live within the boundaries of today. It is in the present moment that I walk close to you, helping you carry your burdens. Keep your focus on My Presence in the present.
 Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. —Psalm 73:23
I have recently been experiencing a "down" time, wondering just what God has in-mind for Kathie and I. The reading in My Utmost on Feb. 26 titled Our Misgivings about Jesus, has resonated with me and I have prayed the final paragraph since 2006, 
Lord, I have had misgivings about You. I have not believed in Your abilities, but only my own. And I have not believe in Your almighty power apart from my finite understanding of it.
Last night, Kathie seemed to watch me with big eyes. As I spoke to her she seemed to follow my words, I am blessed by those times. When I complete her bath and she is comfortable back in bed, I position the television on her right side for best viewing, kiss her goodnight and drive home.

Keep your focus,
Dave

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  1. Carol LangMarch 3, 2014 at 4:49 PM

    Thank you for this latest update. Your feelings are very normal; this has gone on for such a long time. You are admired by your family and friends.

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